VerriniaKiya

Dear you, how can I say it's not easy? how can I be strong? I don't know it anymore I still see you there in the hospital looking at me taking my hand I will never forget the last sentence you said to me I didn't understand it good but still after a few times I did it's strange to say I miss you, cause I didn't had to miss you I just had to come to you and you were there now I have to go a grave not you anymore just a picture and your name I put something on your grave I hope you're glad with it it's typical me just like I wanted that you had our picture so you wouldn't forget me it's strange that I don't can talk to y

It's strange how my life is different since a couple months I lost someone that I loved so much, now I see it was the right thing to do so about this one I'm over deep in my heart I will always care about him but that chapter is closed (the ex boyfriend) then I had to say goodbye from someone else it's strange you don't realise what you have until you lost it how can you say goodbye if you are 18? when you think the world only is about parties and friends and in my case also clothes and make up well I had to do it my uncle died not so long ago and I spend a week in the hospital to say goodbye this was the most difficult thin